I’m starting to feel like this is a thing. I have been on and off of medication for the last six years. The last year has been the first time I have been completely off of it, and this has left me feeling like I’m “on” for the first time. My self-awareness and self-care have both been affected, and I am having to learn to live with this new part of my identity.
It’s not that I am a bi-polar, but I do have some of the symptoms of bipolar II, III, and IV. I’m not sure how to classify it.
One of the things that you may be experiencing is a “late onset” of bipolar. You may be experiencing a mood episode early in the morning that is not bipolar but that doesn’t necessarily mean it is. You might just be experiencing a mood episode because a new symptom is starting to make you feel like you are bipolar. I have had my bouts with bipolar, and I have had them at times when I was manic-depressive, and I have had them when I was not.
I see it all the time. I can describe it as the feeling of “hanging out with one foot in front of the other.” It’s not the feeling of being in a manic episode, but the feeling of being in a state where you are getting antsy and are starting to panic.
Just like people have mood swings, sometimes you can also experience bipolar. Bipolar makes it look like you are being crazy as your moods escalate. I have had my own bout with bipolar, and I have had it at times when I was manic-depressive, and I have had it at times when I was not.
But what does bipolar look like? It looks like you are having a few short temper tantrums every now and again, but you are able to turn it off when you are out of control. It can also have the effect of people having suicidal thoughts. It also causes you to not eat, drink, or work. It can also cause you to have a panic attack, and it can cause you to lose control of your car.
For those of us who are bipolar, it’s a very scary thing to go through. It’s a really scary thing to have a mental illness that isn’t understood or accepted by the people you love. I have bipolar, and I feel so grateful that I’ve got a family that understands and accepts me, and just how different my life can be when I’m not manic. As a very small child, I had a very normal personality.
There’s a reason why bipolar disorder is diagnosed late. I feel like I’m almost there… I can feel it really starting to kick in. I am getting more and more out of control. Like I have these bad days, and I just know that I cant control it… I feel like I am in the middle of something, and I cant stop it. I feel like I am on the verge of something.
You can have a very normal personality, but if your thoughts and actions are out of control, they can cause a person to develop a bipolar disorder. A bipolar person is not always manic or psychotic, but rather, they need to have a lot of ups and downs to develop a full-blown disorder. Bipolar disorder is not a bad personality disorder; rather, it’s a very serious, debilitating disorder that affects about 1 percent of people.
A few years back I started having symptoms that were similar to bipolar disorder. I found that having these symptoms helped me to focus on what was actually happening in my life, and I have learned to recognize bipolar disorder symptoms because it is very similar. It started just after my mom died, and I am now seeing more and more signs of bipolar disorder. My symptoms have gotten worse. I have been able to manage my bipolar disorder with medication, and I am still seeing and talking to a psychologist.